♥, I won't see your smile,
And I won't hear you laugh anymore
Every night I won't see you walk through that door..
'Cause time wasn't on your side
It isn't right..
You know that I love you
It's never too late to tell you
And I really need you to know
No, I'll never forget you..
And I'll never let you out of my heart..
You will always be here with me..
I'll hold on to the memories..
♥, Can you hear me?
Wherever you may be right now..
Are you near me?
I need you to be by my side..
But somewhere somehow I know you'll be with me,
Someday in another time..
But now that you're gone, I'll never ever leave you behind!!
God knows I need you to know
No, I'll never forget you..
And I'll never let you out of my heart..
You will always be here with me..
I'll hold on to the memories..
Always...
In Loving Memory : Jefrie Bastian Bin Mohd Dahlan @ Anam.14 January 1977 - 29 November 2009.
A Loving Son / Brother / Nephew..
He will always be loved and missed..
I love you Abang... ♥♥♥♥
AL-FATIHAH..
On a fateful Sunday evening, 29th November 2009 (12 Zulhijjah 1430), he returned to his creator at exactly 5.10pm. After a long suffering of pancreas cancer, he went and left us all who loves him so dearly behind. But we know that ALLAH loves him much more. I am so gratefully thankful that he went away peacefully.
He had been suffering from the illness for quite a long time, only we didn't know what exactly he was suffering from.. My parents had taken him to few doctors and even to the specialist but then we always got the same answer. That it was only gastric..
He was first admitted to the hospital on the 6th of July 2009, after the much pain that he cannot endure anymore. And the day after, we found out he was suffering from pancreas cancer, the final stage.. And that explains the constant pain he had been feeling after so many months. And after that life has never been the same for us. For him especially. We were all so devastated. That was and still is the biggest test God has given us..
I was always in denial.. I always said that he will get better. That someday, somehow my brother will get well and healthy. Just like he used to be. That a miracle will happen and he'll be cured in no time! Oh yes, I was sooo much in denial. But, I believe in God's will.. I do. That's why I know it's for my brother's best that he had to go.. I know Allah has something better in store for him there.. InsyaALLAH..
Him, as I remember, was a loving and wonderful person. He was unique and one of a kind. He was one of the ones I could count on. I always knew he was always there looking out for us. No, we didn't talk much, but I know he loves us so, because he had his own special way of showing it. I respected and adored him so much, I don't even know how to explain. I remembered there was one time I made an essay about him. The title was 'My Idol'. Up until now, he was and still is my idol.
Abang, I want you to know that I will try my best to take care of you like how you cared for us.. You're never too far away and nobody can take your place..
You will always remain here in my heart, my mind and my soul.. I love you so dearly, no words can describe it. I will always pray for your good health and well being because you mean a lot to me.. to us to be exact.. :)
We love you. We always will. :) And I know you love us too...
Rest in peace Abang.. You deserve only the best, InsyaALLAH..
AL-FATIHAH..
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